THIRTEEN

2007-07-13T21:35:00.000+08:00

This Amazing Week
Constant appearance of lots of irritating people; Art pressure; Test fears; Tiredness; Low on cash; Lots of remedials; Got found out by cher; Self study; Won't be able to get my crashing out day cos tomorrow's taken up by SS and Art ): ; Still making decisions as to where to after Os. Sighs. Misunderstandings. Shaln't be sweet to anyone anymore. ): It makes people sad. And when I'm certain of doing something or not doing something, I'll keep to it (: SIGHS STILL.
LIFE SUCKS for all I guess? ):
Don't know what's up next week. Only know my weekends' invaded by homework and lessons. Still yet to achieve my two aims. Hope to achieve them soon (: Loves All (:
I've blogged once in a long while. Anw, EnD wasn't as bad as thought after all. Got to wash up and smell nice after all tiring drills n pract. But the morning of the event kinda tire me. Have yet to decide if I'll dress up for up coming event. OHYA! GB uni on Mon ):

2007-07-04T18:22:00.000+08:00

ni shi wo wei yi
dui bu qi ):

sighs. Guess what? Another horrid day in school again! ): EnD's this weekend. Sighs. Boy am I tired ): Feel like a SHIT HEAD. PE tomorrow. Argh. It's gonna be a killer. So many remedials and other shit pilling up. Someone remove me from under the stack! I Wanna Eat KFC NOW! ):

2007-07-01T21:18:00.000+08:00

Kat Macphee: Ordinary World [In Loving Memory of]

Sigh. I miss Mrs Leicster ): The world has become a less interesting without her. Sighs. Why did this have to happen. Seems to be crying everyday. Feel stupid. Went out with Darling, Dwane, Fee, New shopping partner. NAGNAGNAG. Man. I'm stuck home la. ): Shitty can.
Cry because of various reasons. Cried in town today. Cos of the Nagger. What the la please. The Nagger cum Unresonable; Teachers' passing away.
I'm tired. SIGHS. I'm SO SO SO SO SO SO SO SO SO SO sad ): Never expected to cry so much. But at least it's worth my tears. But LOVE the Sec5s. They're the BEST! HAHA!
Headache. SP made me wear her killer pumps with my funeral outfit. It's was like: AH AH AH! I'M GONNA FALL! HOLD ME! AH! And thankfully she's a big NICEY! (: HAHA. Suppose to write her a testi. Oops. Better do it soon. But yesterday was generally quite a fine day. Except for the crying part. Quite fun in fact.
Now's darn boring. There's like almost no one online. YAYY! Got my income. Gotta pay Dwane back. She made me the happiest person alive yesterday. New knickers (: Then can CUT HAIR ALREADY! YAYY! But needa get shoes. Mine's in bad shape.
I WANNA GO ITALY NOW! OR SPAIN. Heh. Almost mentioned stuff I'm not suppose to. Well, my plans I meant. No one online ):
Ciao. Dwane! I Support You! Jia You! (: (: (:

2007-06-29T19:26:00.000+08:00

First I was afraid

I was petrified

Kept thinking I could never live

without you by my side

But I spent so many nights

thinking how you did me wrong

I grew strong

I learned how to carry on

and so you're back

from outer space

I just walked in to find you here

with that sad look upon your face

I should have changed my stupid lock

I should have made you leave your key

If I had known for just one second

you'd be back to bother me

Go on now go walk out the door

just turn around now

'cause you're not welcome anymore

weren't you the one who tried to hurt me with goodbye

you think I'd crumble

you think I'd lay down and die

Oh no, not I

I will survive

as long as I know how to love

I know I will stay alive

I've got all my life to live

I've got all my love to give

and I'll survive

I will survive

It took all the strength I had

not to fall apart

kept trying hard to mend

the pieces of my broken heart

and I spent oh so many nights

just feeling sorry for myself

I used to cry

Now I hold my head up high

and you see me

somebody new

I'm not that chained up little person

still in love with you

and so you felt like dropping in

and just expect me to be free

now I'm saving all my loving

for someone who's loving me

HAHA. The song's so not true to certain extent. But rather true in some others.. HMM.

Hmm. Had a super bad day yesterday. So many things happened la. Sighs.
Came late to school; Lied; Played captains ball till headache and chest pain; Got hit by ball in face; Sit same table as someone I don't want to; Someone messaged; Screwed up my Chi Os Oral; Insufficient money; Fell down the stairs in the bus; Tire myself out with badminton so that couldnt think of anything anymore; Art teacher passed away.

Cried during art today. Cos other insensitive art teacher said things so insensitively. And I'm aching all over because of the exercises yesterday. Finally got to photocopying my tracing. Sigh. I miss my art teacher. I've to go for EnD practice tomorrow. May not go. Sighs. My teacher's wake's more important to me. Meeting the rest at 2. Sigh. Gonna be dressed in black. Sad day. Buying white ju hua or lillies. I must do my best for art. Tiring day today. Wanna sleep. But I'm happy. Wore boxers today. And next month coming. Gonna be payday and can cut hair! Got a friendship band with dwane and nana today. Was rather retarded today. Bought KLASH. yummy (: and arnotts biscuit I took a bite of and immediately didn't like it. Didn't get caught in the rain. But wasn't feeling well today. Slightly sleepy now. Not sure if gonna eat dinner. Have to start being serious. Next week onwards, mon-late dismissal; tue-late dismissal; wed-self study; thurs-only free day; fri-self study. Sighs. OHMYGOODNESS! AH! I WANT THE THIRTY THREE DOLLARS GIORDANO SHORTS! OMG!!!!! HEH. Think I'm mad. Don't mind me people. HEH (; Took height and weight today. Gained ONE GLORIOUS CENTIMETER and LOSS TWO GLORIOUS KILOGRAMS. heh. Dwane doesn't wanna talk to me anymore. Cos she thinks I'm gonna be aneroxic. I NEEDA EXERCISE!!!

2007-06-27T21:42:00.000+08:00

I hope the ring you gave to her turns her finger green
I hope when your in bed with her, you think of me
I would never wish bad things, but I don't wish you well
Could you tell, by the flames that burned your words
I never read your letter
'Cos I knew what you'd say
Give me that Sunday school answer
Try and make it all OK

[Chorus]
Does it hurt to know I'll never be there
Bet it sucks, to see my face everywhere
It was you, who chose to end it like you did
I was the last to know
You knew exactly what you were doing
And don't say, you simply lost your way
She may believe you but I never will
Never againIf she really knows the truth, she deserves you
A trophy wife, oh how cute
Ignorance is bliss
But when your day comes, and he's through with you
And he'll be through with you
You'll die together but alone
You wrote me in a letter
You couldn't say it right to my face
Give me that Sunday school answer
Repent yourself away

[Chorus]
Does it hurt to know I'll never be there
Bet it sucks, to see my face everywhere
It was you, who chose to end it like you did
I was the last to know
You knew exactly what you were doing
And don't say, you simply lost your way
They may believe you but I never will
Never again

[Bridge]Never again will I hear you
Never again will I miss you
Never again will I fall to you
Never
Never again will I kiss you
Never again will I want to
Never again will I love you
Never

[Chorus]
Does it hurt to know I'll never be there
Bet it sucks, to see my face everywhere
It was you, who chose to end it like you did
I was the last to know
You knew exactly what you were doing
And don't say, you simply lost your way
They may believe you but I never will
I never willI never will
Never again

song ive decided to love other than fergies;big girls dont cry
hmm,they're all nice. next month people! ave WAVE! pl already cut short hair first. dwane may be cutting with me (: HEH. LALALALALA (: smile people. i love you all

;and big girls dont cry (:
im learning the ropes people; give me some time; im bitting my teeth and pressing on! (:
LOVES ALL (:
I LOVE DARLING GIRL;
I LOVE DWANE;
I LOVE BULNER;
I LOVE PL;
I LOVE MY GRANDDAUGHTERS;
HAHA (:

2007-06-25T18:34:00.000+08:00

back to school. what an eventful day. maybe im strating to like school after all. im ever so determined to do well. anyways. ave to those who truly supports and love spiky hair. yep. its a beauty in the eyes of the beholder which's me! (: HEH! gotta go

2007-06-20T03:15:00.000+08:00

OH; LOOK WHAT YOU'VE DONE; YOU'VE MADE A FOOL OF EVERYONE.

:REMINISCENCE OF THE PAST

everything's just left to a silhouette of you

2007-06-20T02:33:00.000+08:00

ello. sighs. hols.. urgh.. quite a horrible hols this time. kinda relieved to get it over but again not really too. well. what can i say. life's been an arse. im just infuriated and totally tired. what more can i say uh. but set a few AMAZING records. haha. mayb i should start compiling a book of AMAZING AMELIA'S ACCOMPLISHMENTS?! HAHA. LAME ARSE. -_-
yea. i bathed under 2 mins-swore i could feel soaap in my ears then! .. and i slept so lil though im like darn tired. slept at three-yep it's THE HOUR; and i freaked out- and wake up at eight or nine?? wows. three/four weeks of hols in school no joke. last week being oerwhelmed with homework that's impossible to finish?! and worst relationship problems. come on world. be less harsh on me. im not ready to go back school and face reality. ): anyone can offer me coffee; way to get myself memory loss; or a road that never leads to school. prelims' gonna be a disaster. so's Os. i cant get myself to study. and im stuck in a bout of flu now. i love guys clothings. (: boxers and collared shirts for me please. it's an obsession of such great intensity it cant be compared to self obsession as my phone tells it. anyway seriously considering going abroad for tertiary studies. nothing's stopping me now (; look out world!
HERE COMES THE NEW AND IMPROVED AMELIA! (: (: (:

2007-06-19T13:31:00.000+08:00

haha! yay (: new skin. like finally. but com lil lagged la.
gtg (: tag k ppl! (:

2007-06-16T12:36:00.000+08:00

ARGH!
what did i do? it was ALL a joke! chill please. i mean no harm. sigh.but u're upset now !!!! FAINTS! im really sorry. really really sorry. ): feel super bad. made someone in bad mood now. sighs. can this just be a bad dream. please cool it. didnt mean to make you feel shitty or anything! really. sigh.
feel horrid ): sobs
anw.i broke my own record! i took 2 mins to bath in total..including changing in and out (:

2007-06-07T12:30:00.000+08:00

ohmygoodness!
IM LIKE DAMN PISSED
irritated SOB.
ask this..ask that.
eff off la
then irritate the shit outta me
im gonna have sore eyes soon la
stress me smore
rly cannot take it
F LI CK OFF
like the song on yuan dian.
ni shi wo wei yi
anyway..watched match tday.
good job saints!put up a good fight!
im proud of ah girl!
anw.seriously considering going abroad.
cant stand this family
total wreck
ARGH!
IM DAMNDAMNDAMNDAMNDAMN PISSED!
i wna move out.
SERIOUSLY!i want out
anw.had a gd time when the irritants were away.
then went out with dwane n brandon ytd
HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY DWANE!
I LOVE YOU!
nice ppl.sweet ppl.why cant the world have more of them?
cos it's a fucking world after all
ARHHHHHHHHHG!
i want to go out!
i wanna move abroad.
dont wna stay here in this MISERABLE place!
AH!
heart burn
school sucks.
home sucks.
everything sucks.
im in the worst of moods.
sorry ppl

2007-06-03T04:18:00.000+08:00

Look at this photograph
Everytime I do it makes me laugh
How did our eyes get so red
And what the hell is on my stupid head
And this is where I grew up
I think the present owner fixed it up
I never knew we'd ever went without
The second floor is hard for sneaking out
And this is where I went to school
Most of the time had better things to do
Criminal record says I broke in twice
I must have done it half a dozen times
I wonder if it's too late
Should i go back and try to graduate
Life's better now then it was back then
If I was them I wouldn't let me in
Oh, oh, oh
Oh, god, I

Every memory of looking out the back door
I had the photo album spread out on my bedroom floor
It's hard to say it, time to say it
Goodbye, goodbye.
Every memory of walking out the front door
I found the photo of the friend that I was looking for
It's hard to say it, time to say it
Goodbye, goodbye.

Remember the old arcade
Blew every dollar that we ever made
The cops hated us hangin' out
They say somebody went and burned it down
We used to listen to the radio
And sing along with every song we know
We said someday we'd find out how it feels
To sing to more than just the steering wheel
She's the first one I kissed
I was so nervous that I nearly missed
She's had a couple of kids since then
I haven't seen her since god knows when
Oh, oh, oh
Oh, god, I

Every memory of looking out the back door
I had the photo album spread out on my bedroom floor
It's hard to say it, time to say it
Goodbye, goodbye.
Every memory of walking out the front door
I found the photo of the friend that I was looking for
It's hard to say it, time to say it
Goodbye, goodbye.

I miss that town
I miss the faces
You can't erase
You can't replace it
I miss it now
I can't believe it
So hard to stay
Too hard to leave it
If I could I relive those days
I know the one thing that would never change

Every memory of looking out the back door
I had the photo album spread out on my bedroom floor
It's hard to say it, time to say it
Goodbye, goodbye.
Every memory of walking out the front door
I found the photo of the person I was looking for
It's hard to say it, time to say it
Goodbye, goodbye.
Look at this photograph
Everytime I do it makes me laugh
Everytime I do it makes me...

Hmm. lyrics just played in my head. can barely remember anything that happened yesterday. guess i was a goner. hmm. read through a few past emails. made me think back. made me miss the past. but the past's the past. it's gone and never returning. a lil hungry. but no one to join me for lunch. SIGHS. yea. black's the person's colour. and it's the past. i've gotta learn to move on.

2007-06-02T16:49:00.000+08:00

BARCARDI

hehe.woosy.
stomach warm n head pain
haha.im crazaye (:
guessed i really need it
thank goodness though i may get drunk or high,i dont do anything weird
HAHA (;
I LOVE EVERYONE!
believe me!im not drunk! (:

2007-06-01T13:35:00.000+08:00

when you are the one;the one that lies close to me;whispers hello ive missed you quite terribly;ive been in love;in love with you suddenly;and there's no place else i'd would be than here in your arms.

hmm.went out today.had quite abit of fun.went out with sis.then went to meet shu.then went to meet fangjie.hmm.then come home.

quite fun la (:

went out with sis to kino.for fun?

then went to meet shu.went to queensway.spent 30 bucks?HAHA

then went to meet fangjie.she's a nicey.heh.spent 5 bucks.man.im going broke.

then come home.

happy and satisfied (:

2007-05-28T10:15:00.000+08:00

A hundred days have made me older

Since the last time that I saw your pretty face

A thousand lies have made me colder

And I don't think I can look at this the same

But all the miles that separate

Disappear now when

I'm dreaming of your face

I'm here without you baby

But you're still on my lonely mind

I think about you baby

And I dream about you all the time

I'm here without you baby

But you're still with me in my dreams

And tonight it's only you and me

The miles just keep rollin'

As the people leave their way to say hello

I've heard this life is overrated

But I hope that it gets better as we go

I'm here without you baby

But you're still on my lonely mind

I think about you baby

And I dream about you all the time

I'm here without you baby

But you're still with me in my dreams

And tonight girl its only you and me

Everything I know, and anywhere I go

It gets hard but it wont take away my love

And when the last one falls

When it's all said and done

It gets hard but it wont take away my love

I'm here without you baby

But you're still on my lonely mind

I think about you baby

And I dream about you all the time

I'm here without you baby

But you're still with me in my dreams

And tonight girl its only you and me

2007-05-28T10:10:00.000+08:00

"When I'm Gone"
There's another world inside of me
That you may never see
There're secrets in this life
That I can't hide
Somewhere in this darkness
There's a light that I can't find
Maybe it's too far away...
Or maybe I'm just blind...
Or maybe I'm just blind...

[Chorus]
So hold me when I'm here
Right me when I'm wrong
Hold me when I'm scared
And love me when I'm gone
Everything I am
And everything in me
Wants to be the one
You wanted me to be
I'll never let you down
Even if I could
I'd give up everything
If only for your good
So hold me when I'm here
Right me when I'm wrong
You can hold me when I'm scared
You won't always be there
So love me when I'm gone
Love me when I'm gone...

When your education X-Ray
Cannot see under my skin
I won't tell you a damn thing
That I could not tell my friends
Roaming through this darkness
I'm alive but I'm alone
Part of me is fighting this
But part of me is gone

[Chorus]

Or maybe I'm just blind...

[Chorus]

Love me when I'm gone...
Love me when I'm gone
When I'm Gone
When I'm Gone
When I'm Gone

2007-05-28T10:02:00.000+08:00

zhan zai ji mo de wu tai shang
deng guang xia tuo zhe zi ji de
yin zi
yin yue chong fu wo men gong
tong de you shang
bu shi mei yi ci de yan chang
jiu ke yi dan wang ming tian mei
you ni
in my heart we'll never be apart

chan liu shou shang de xiang
wei ti xing wo
zai shu wei xiang ji li liu xia de
cheng nuo
mei yi feng jian xun chuan chu
de si nian dou dui ni shuo

(Chorus)
sa rang hae yo means i love you
dai biao zhe wo li bu kai ni
mei fen mei miao mei yi ge sheng yin
zhi you ni sa jiao hui rang wo wei xiao
sa rang hae yo zhi dui ni shuo
i will love you and forevermore
wo da ying baby you will see
mei yi ge wo dou shu yu ni

chan liu shou shang de xiang wei ti xing wo
zai shu wei xiang ji li liu xia de cheng nuo
mei yi feng jian xun chuan chu de si nian dou dui ni shuo

(Chorus)x2

oh baby i will love you because
wo dou shu yu ni

sa rang hae yo

hmm.been thinking.stil rather unclear about what i plan to do
dont think i'll be able to face the horrible O cert.
think will be leaving for Aust n study there instead.
mayb work n study at same time.save up for a place there?
dont plan to depend on my parents. (:
too dependent? HEAVE A DEEP SIGH.
slept only at 0500hrs this morning.some people kept sleeping on me on the phone.
shakes head* hmm
chi Os alr tmr.HAHA.congrats to me (: gotta go.
dont feel like blogging much. :

2007-05-26T07:00:00.000+08:00

1600hrs:arms still aching, darling msging n msning. sighs .finally decide to punctuate my sentences. i guess im really really bored.posting twice a day. HMMM. mayb should have went for cross country.mayb going out later.my darling sister's ASLEEP. AH! my com's a lil lag now. dno why u like 'ordinary world'. no one talking to me.SIGH. okay. i gta STOP sighing. monday's chinese Os. and for hols i've intensive studies? man. what a perfectly ruined holiday. im SO bored. ARGH. read a silly email. it's SO silly. sister..wakeywakey. hmm. im happily clad in boxers and lycra top. and im bored. sigh. i've chinese papers to do. nothing better to do now. think im gonna wake up my darling sister. im bored stiff. ): and i miss people. im done with being nice to people im not suppose to be nice to. so i'll start being mean (:<>
post punctuated with SMILIES.the invasion of scaries

2007-05-26T01:00:00.000+08:00

when you are the one the one that lies close to me whispers hello i've missed quite terribly ive been in love in love with you suddenly and theres no place else i could be then here in your arms

hmm.results..SHIT.
kinda as predicted skipped cross country at lame venue today too lame for me didnt wna come out limping heh but im SOOO bored have to study today feel like going out with sis for awhile i really really wanna get contacts hmm thinking of studying awhile today then mayb go out with sis then in evening running with dwane and then dinner too
boring day cam whored the whole night last night thats how bored i am have manymany papers left to do dont know how im gonna complete them all woke up at SEVEN today went back to ZZZ woke up at EIGHT called people all still half asleep suppose to call them back kinda lazy to its hitting TEN soon think room gonna be too hot to sleep in SIGH messy room according to someone arms aching carried the darn books n file almost all over spore ytd la SIGH back aching too feel like OLD LADY shows how much i need exercise growing fat at stomach but mdmyeo: amelia..how come you're growing skinnier everytime i see u uh? never eat uh?
haha she's partially correct i ran bankrupt waiting for my next payday man SIGHS (:
thirteenless post

sarang haeyo:number filled life;trouble filled heart

2007-05-19T13:08:00.000+08:00

OH YAYY!
MY BLOGGER'S ALRIGHT NOW! ((:
yep.finally gonna blog.
hmmmm.
been going thru so much.
splitting..sch prob..juniors prob..classmates prob.
STPID COPYCAT/BACKSTABBER!
i feel bad..so long didnt talk to bra alr.make him sad ):
anw.im gonna cut new style..
not gonna say.considering SHAVING bald.
so many copycat n two face ppl.damn F***er
i had mash potato on my uni collar just now ):
sigh.chinese intensive draining me.
considering using DSA to get into JC.
intensive at least 3 hrs of sch hrs..3 hrs aft sch.
sighs.KILLING ME.
smone asked me if ive found new.but nah.
though i can..i wont.cos it's Os!!!!
i wanna do well.
and i wont let anyone pull dwane down in terms of studies.
i'll make this clear.
SHE WANTS TO STUDY n SCORE WELL fr Os.
she DONT WANNA GO OUT MUCH.cos SHES AIMING FOR JC!AIMING HIGH!
so STOP ALL YOUR DAMN BITCH NONSENSE!
i love DWANE!
SHIT-O!i cant hear anyth nOW!
anw.im aiming fr jc..and im pulling dwane along to STUDY with me.
cos i want the best fr her!

anw.im DONE n OVER with rships.
it's all troublesomes n nonsense.

AIM
spiky/bald
no rships
A1 fr CHI
BYEBYE (:

2007-05-15T08:50:00.000+08:00

get it straight people.
im clear of who i like now.
and i got over everyone and anyone
so please
get your facts straight
and dont mislead others
damn problemetic arse.
I LOVE MY DARLING.NOT MY HONEY :d
HAH

2007-05-11T13:00:00.000+08:00

This time,This place Misused, MistakesToo long too lateWho was I to make you waitJust one chanceJust one breathJust in case there's just one left'Cause you know, you know, you knowI love youI've loved you all along I miss youBeen far away for far too longI keep dreaming you'll be with meand you'll never goStop breathing ifI don't see you anymoreOn my knees, I'll askLast chance for one last dance'Cause with you, I'd withstandAll of Hell to hold your handI'd give it allI'd give for usGive anything, but I won't give up'Cause you know, you know, you knowThat I love youI loved you all along And I miss you Been far away for far too longI keep dreaming you'll be with meand you'd never goStop breathing ifI don't see you anymoreSo far away So far awayfar away for far too longSo far away So far awayfar away for far too longBut you know, you know, you know I wanted I wanted you to stay 'Cause I neededI need to hear you say I love you I loved you all along And I forgive you For being away for far too long So keep breathing 'Cause I'm not leaving you anymore Believe it Hold on to me,and never let me goKeep breathing 'Cause I'm not leaving you anymoreBelieve it hold on to me never let me goKeep breathinghold on to me, never let me goKeep breathinghold on to me, never let me go

very mixed emo
confused.blind.

2007-05-05T11:00:00.000+08:00

yoyo.cant be bothered t change blog skin
not been rly alrite.
mmh.many stuffs happened
not eatin too
puking
waste of time?
confusion.
have some convincin to do
how much more must i let myself get hurt?
dno if it's worth it.
feel it aint.
but rly dno
exam stress gettin to me
needa run,train,cry,blade.do things i enjoy n wld relieve me of the stress n sadness im feelin
cant afford to do badly fr exams
cant let this get to me
tho im sleeep deprived and dehydratin
just dont feel like eatin.
slp late,fall sick,cry til gastric n heart pain.
i just wna do well fr exams n tht's all.
just simply that.

all were simply lies.how real was anything?
i have all the right to be as upset as i wnt.but i dnt wna be childish.
this's a stupid reason to be affected by.
kisses and hugs never ever makes up for mistakes.
did i ever made a mistake to trust you too much?
so this's what happens when u entrust your faith and trust to someone?
eff evryth.is everything worth these actions?
no point caring so much for anyone when the person cant be bothered to take care of oneself. never think of the consequences before doing them.
my hurtin others n gettin hurt are both incomparable.it's a vast difference.
even if i did hurt anymore,it was never bcause of indecisiveness n stupidity.
how long did u think i wld last?it's unreasonable to have such expectations of me.
face the music.
no point addin every matter up and makin stuffs out as what u think they are.
had u even stepped into shoes of others n thought?
it's all just untrustable.
to think it was all ruined by you yourself.the decision i've made,was for the better of all.
everyone hates to see me sad.
and it's sad cos of you.it aint worth it to them.thought long n hard.
even if anyone were to get upset after readin this,this's just the hard core facts and truths.
face it.come whtever may.
if smone rly do like the other,u'd go all out for the special one.
take care of the special one.comfort and not mislead the one.

the end of these signals the beginnin of something new.
a new journey.without anyone.

we built it up to watch it fall
like we'd never built at all
i give and gave the best of me
but couldnt give you what you need
you walk away you stole my life
just to find what you're looking for
but no matter how i'd tried
i cant hate you anymore

2007-04-23T12:23:00.000+08:00

ELLO! (:
yayy.my keyboard"s finally alrite alr! (:
hmm.exams coming uppies,busy man
have to study SOO many things.
kinda scared.
first up,eng n ss.
but worst"s CHINESE!most dreaded!
worrywart.then saturday have appointment.
mon-test
tues-test
wed-1st tuition!
thurs-revision
fri-eng n ss exam!!!
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!
tmr's 23 ):
was so mad at dinner.
mom was kinda being a pain.had to eat marinara pasta
it was crap.so milky n blend ):
feel like puking it all out.but took a barley mint (:
then did my work.im a good girl.
but good girl needa bath. (:
byebye!
happyhappy.smilesmile.
leading a carefree life beats nothing one can ever ask for (:

2007-04-12T09:29:00.000+08:00

things happens so fast
learn t treasure what u have.cos when u lose it.
it's gonna hurt.cos u nv learned t treasure.
shitty

2007-03-13T10:14:00.000+08:00

hello to the one who likes green n variety of colours but says tt dont like any colours in specific ):
just got home
im freaking tired
heh.almost boxed my juniors tis morning
n im PROUD of my boxers (:
n im BURNT
arms pain
back pain
im freaked out ):
been freaking ppl out.
guess it's my turn now uh?
saw weird person again.
one day down.one camp down.two remedials down
one more camp to go.plus plentiful of remedials n piles of works to go
GO AME! )):
dwane bcame a froggiwoggi tday.heh
n im NO LONGER a mermaid (:
n carolyn..erm.NO.i DO NOT LIKE josh.n he DOES NOT LIKE me.
i dont like anybody but LOVE evrybody
except weird people.
didnt get enough sleep last night
had weird dream.smth abt buying tailored clothes but not sure does the same thing at home fits.
SO WEIRD
n weird ppl i've been meeting.
IM SCARED ):
one in sch.another one not in sch.
ARGH.
cant wait for the day to come to a close.
thn chinese remedial tmr.hai
my whole body's aching.dont think will allow anyone to touch me
got whacked.
IM DOING BATIK! ((:
yayy.on thurs..
just when my camp ends.have to endure thru a horrid POA lesson thn art.
think i'll be sleepy :T
gotta get going n do MY HW!
LOVES ALL

2007-03-06T18:22:00.001+08:00

haha

havent blogged in awhile.

some person entered my a/c n changed my blogskin.dont really like it

n there's seriously WEIRDOS in my school

like what's with the increased in the number of stalkers in our schools?

AHHHH!

haha.4e1 did the WHOLE SCH proud.we got EARLY BIRD PRICE!

HAHA.MDM YEO!ARE YOU PROUD OF US? ((:

yep.mdm tan's gonna kill me.stil havent gave her my art thingthing.

been hectic schedule man.

my whole march hols equivelent to no hols.

2 camps n remedials.

tsk

hahha.anyway just heard that i passed math,sci,poa and art only

yayy.parents gotta come to sch.how great.TSK.

yea.back t the weird people in my sch.

man do they range.from starers to backstabbers to liars to stalkers.

HAHA.lots huh?

haha

gained two pl:NANA n MIEMIE;best gf:DWANE

what do i do in sch huh?HMM.

i wonder.so much drills.cant blieve it's coming to an end soon.

LAST WEEK

_________

anyway.valli fell down the stairs

been coming to school almost late

met joy almost everyday-even met her on sunday.WEIRDNESS man.

weird ppl been staring

two PLs

one GF

last sat:LC at KCPS;highlights:talked to angeline and met so MANY new ppl of all sameage.

COOLIO

made frens with annabel,dash,gaya,pearl[preety too-but cant beat caroline hands down].cant remember who else

realised someone has a sis

FRI:learning journey:BORING.NEWater again.haha.freaked everyone out.

went to island creamery.2nd time in the week i had khaula latte.saw people i knew there.

went back t sch for drills

waved and said HI to ly

I LOVE CAROLINE;PREETYmans.[NO ONE"S TO STALK HER K!]-she's mine (; lol

this week

_______

mon:math paper 1

pe-i LOVE volleyball.it just makes my hand bleed

talked to ly and said hellO

kidnapped GUSHI's watch (:

tues:math paper2

waved to acelyn.kinda freaked her out- SHE"S BLUR! (:

hearts melt when saw caroline (:

gave CHARLIE gum.hopes she likes it

tried to get high on chocs for breakfast.to no avail

some people have black face

gta get many forms signed

physics tcher acted GAYGAY.aiyo

dread physics test.NOTHING MAKES SENSE

physics paper tmr.n drills full UNI.

can die luh.

wore boxers ((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((:

dwane tried to PIGGYBAG me.failed.

NANA piggybagged me.dwane got jealous.n started tickling nana n me.then tried to unhook my bra.haha.we sure got her back for that man.HAHA.tucked her school uni into her shorts and bra.

NANA lend me her calculator.n aft test realised i brought mine.

we were in second and third floor for a number of times.borrow this and that.

wed:physics paper.

full uni for practice

thurs:sports day at CLEMENTI STADIUM

yayy.I"LL BE HAVING DUTY AT COMPETITORS STEWARD!HAHA

WATCH OUT FOR ME PPL!HAHAHA.overwhelming madness

fri:meet parents in school.SIAN

drills again

..dont start me on next week.DARN BUSY!

DONT NEED TO DO ANYTHING ALR!HAHAHA (:

I GTG.LOVES ALL (:

red n yellow n brown n lime n white are my fav colours:randomness

2007-02-22T20:55:00.000+08:00

HAHA.
im sick once more.
so fun yea.been busy.but not been studying ):
i improved by 2 marks for chi test.
march hols coming.hv to go for two camps
so many test n all
IM SO TIRED ):
starting to dislike sch.
almost got into fight with ahlians.NOT MY FAULT!
thanks to all who's tagging.cnt rly b bothered.sry
i GTG (:
LOVE YOU ALL (:

2007-01-11T09:53:00.000+08:00

HAHA.

ohman.think studies has some bad\weird effects on me.

haha.been laughing so much in class.sitting next to my left handed partner's a joy i guess.

I LOVE FAIQA! ((: SHE"S TOLERANT MAN! ((:

HAHA.then started painting for art.

dont like painting.got the O level art paper part 1 today.

hmm.sadly i dont have USB cable.cant upload any pics at all from my phone.HAHA

mayb it's a good thing.haha.or not at least every alternate day would have many pics of myself!

HAHA.I WANNA DO BATIK!!!STOP MAKING US WASTE OUR PRECIOUS TIME DOING UGLY FAILURE PAINTINGS!

anw.been very guai.have yet to flout rules..or get caught flouting.HEH.

been doing homework.bringing book.revising.

I WANT TO DO WELL FOR O LEVELS!HAHA (:

and of course GET OUT OF SEC SCH!

haha.realised that im getting super unfit.not having PE for long time..has made my joints,arms n legs ache over an hour of PE!HAHA.LOUSY ME!HAHA

needa prepare for cross country.haha.n NAPHA!WANT TO DO WELL! ((:

HAHA.NEED TO GET A1 FOR ART MAN!HAHA.JIA YOU!

FOR THOSE OTHERS TAKING ART OUT THERE..ALL THE BEST MAN!

HAHA.DONT KNOW WHAT'S UR FORTE THOUGH.HOPE IT AINT THE SAME.HEH

heh.MAN oh MAN.tough time making decisions u know.HAHA

so main goal now's to get A1 for ART..ENGLISH..CHINESE..MATH..n POA.yea.

then A2 for the rest!..combi sci..n combine humans..((:

think i can achieve it! ((:

gonna get YELLOW BOXERS FOR MY BDAY!HAHAHA.

just wish that everyone will WISH ME HAPPY BDAY!I'LL BE SUPER HAPPY! ((:

2007-01-07T05:05:00.000+08:00

hmm
last yr was rather exciting
haha.come to think of it
must make plans for this yr
lemme see.last yr..was assistant parade commander.haha
total calafare job.then drill head.cca fair participation.
hmm
what else.this yr..taking part in NATIONAL DRILL COMPETITION ((:
haha.rather excited huh? ((:
get all hyped up cos of these sorta stuff.
rather tired.had to wake up at 6+ tday.went 0800hrs service.kills me.
haha.but rather refreshing after service.
have lotsa hw yet to complete still..
yea.
aim to get 2/7 subs-A2..the rest's A1.so it's WOAH!
HAHA.BUT I BELIEVE IT"S POSSIBLE.
aiming for sa..then if i get 9 points..yayy ((:
cos of affliation n cca..will get to minus 4 ((:
so it'll be 5!
ALL YOU OUT THERE TAKING Os!ALL THE BEST MANS! ((:
HAHAHAHAHA.im crazy.in my all sorts of madness now.

2007-01-05T09:40:00.000+08:00

hmm.sch started.about to break down.school's horrid.high expectations.weird art periods.with totally weird person/people.brand-new-leather-proofed-bottom RED bag.haha.unexpected colour that i carry.have to finish up my chinese n el hw..chem too.sch's crazy.cant be negative anymore.art's on wed n thurs.thankfully have to see weird ppl on thurs only ((: then split chi class.art class only 9 sec3s.interesting tchers.got away with jeering at someone tday.cos the person DIDNT BELIEVE that i made it.HAHA.SUPER DARN FUNNY in art lesson.STIFFLED GIGGLES MAN! ((: cant wait for the week to be over.thankfully sch started only on wed.dont think i could make it thru the week if it started on monday.cant wait for bday to come.soon.TUESDAY! ((: once a yr.sucks being a jan baby.bday comes as fast as it goes.tchers all keep saying it's a short yr.well.guess it is.still have Drill Instructor course stuff n Drill Competition in March.tsk.next next wed have CCA Fair.putting up a Fancy Drill.
so let's see\\
jan//cca fair/friend's bday/my bday/another friend's bday//
march//drill competition part I /drill competition part II/friend's bday//
may//O level chinese//
oct//O levels/
HAHA.then no more.tsk.fast aye?\\

you're not alone
together we stand
i'll be by your side, you know i'll take your hand
when it gets cold
and it feels like the end
there's no place to go
you know i won't give in
no i won't give in

keep holding on
'cause you know we'll make it through, we'll make it through
just stay strong
'cause you know
i'm here for you, i'm here for you
there's nothing you could say
nothing you could do
there's no other way when it comes to the truth
so keep holding on
'cause you know we'll make it through, we'll make it through

so far away i wish you were here
before it's too late, this could all disappear
before the doors close
and it comes to an end
with you by my side
i will fight and defend
i'll fight and defend
yeah, yeah

keep holding on
'cause you know we'll make it through, we'll make it through
just stay strong
'cause you know i'm here for you, i'm here for you
there's nothing you could say
nothing you could do
there's no other way when it comes to the truth
so keep holding on
'cause you know we'll make it through, we'll make it through
hear me when i say, when i say i believe
nothing's gonna change,
nothing's gonna change destiny
whatever's meant to be will work out perfectly
yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah

2006-12-23T14:15:00.000+08:00

JUST SAY IT camp2006-group asher!

everyone's hardwork at the bbq.well..almost everyone's.. :P

my HARDWORK! ((:

CHEM LAB SNEAK PIC ((: i love the yarlow ((:
yayy.haha.finally blogging.HAHA.
have so many things to say n show..((:
things have kinda taken a turn for the better today i guess.
haha.playing my childish game.unexpected things happened.
talking to ppl..i get unexpected stuffs too((:
SUPER HAPPY ((:
hmm.shall continue blogging since it's taking quite sometime to upload pics.haha.gtg.

2006-12-14T10:40:00.000+08:00

heyos!
going on to SEC4E! yayy!
HAHA.hmm.im getting a lil unfazed.
hols gonna burn me out.
had camps..n drill practs..busy man.haven completed most of hw yet.
have drill com next yr during march hols.n Os at nov.ahh..
think next yr's a tiring yr.hope wont pass out.
been sick n not really in good condition..gastric..sore throat..blisters..scrapes..back pain.
WHAT IS THIS MAN?!
dont know how to survive next yr.sian l:
gotta see some eediots next yr.hai.sad man.
achieved my targeted phone (: HAPPYHAPPY.
gtg.passing out-
with no one thr to catch me.

2006-11-17T12:48:00.000+08:00

We'll do it all Everything On our own We don't need Anything Or anyone If I lay here If I just lay here Would you lie with me and just forget the world? I don't quite know How to say How I feel Those three words Are said too much They're not enough If I lay here If I just lay here Would you lie with me and just forget the world? Forget what we're told Before we get too old Show me a garden that's bursting into life Let's waste time Chasing cars Around our heads I need your grace To remind me To find my own If I lay here If I just lay here Would you lie with me and just forget the world? Forget what we're told Before we get too old Show me a garden that's bursting into life All that I am All that I ever was Is here in your perfect eyes, they're all I can see I don't know where Confused about how as well Just know that these things will never change for us at all If I lay here If I just lay here Would you lie with me and just forget the world?

hmm.have not tagged long.dont know why but dont really wanna be commander.scared cant make it.then my voice of late keep ZHAO XIA!!! ): why's everyone using maroon font of late?hai.mission trip's soon.lemme see.today's the 16th.hmm...*calculate..11 days time.going batam.see all the kiddies.n teaching ENGLISH!gonna visit slump areas..100 kids each.then staying at tuition centre.abt 100 kids too.hope keep getting tanned throughout the whole gb drills sessions.got tanned alr smmore (: anw.gtg

2006-10-04T08:53:00.000+08:00

wow.
what am i getting myself into this time man.. ):
hope i pass english..pretty worried..
had math2 n geog today.
couldnt control my laughter after geog today
seriously think im going insane man!HAHA
the eoy's all to blame
hai.what to do?stress.
I WANNA GRAD TO SEC 4!!!
I NEED TO!
well.*fingers crossed*
got sick feeling today again.
not butterflies in stomach..but a lil puking feeling after morn assembly.
anw.not sure what i want in life now.kinda goal-less.
i only know i wanna grad as soon as possible!
dont know what i wanna do after sec school.lemme think..HMM
im really lacking self discipline man.
cant really get myself to study.just plain tired n lazy..
feel like a pig.
ciao.
-revise POA n CHEM!

2006-09-25T11:55:00.000+08:00

ARGH ARGH ARGH ARGH ARGH ARGH ARGH ARGH ARGH ARGH ARGH ARGH ARGH!!!
man man man.i NEED to pass SS n ALL the SUBJECTS!!!
lemme see..ss n eng this thurs...
HMM.next week..EVERYTHING ELSE!!!
I NEEDA MUG!!
gonna mug n mug n mug!
i NEEDA DO FINISH MY ART!

anyone has any suggestions to do ALL revision in sucha short time?
HMM.aiya.gotta go la.cant blog alr.NEED TO DO REVISION!

2006-09-23T11:08:00.000+08:00

wow.busy week.
mon..nite/evening..puked.
then whole nite/morning..woke up every few hours to puke.
ended up puking 6 times in total.horrid.went doc but didnt really help.
then didnt go sch on tues..cos erm..fever.
wed..busy..
thurs..busy..
FRIDAY..today.
chem test..failure..HAHA.
then.during poa..super multi tasked.
was SO on task during poa..
on task meaning...
= doing poa work
+ listening to tcher.
+ doing social studies notes.
+ keeping a watch on tcher..dowanna get caught.
+ watching people do stuffs.
HAHA. die big time man.
then been praying that will not puke again.
dont know why but have been rather stone.
everytime stone..end up looking at wrong person.
buay sian wht.. ):
always end up seeing her.
gotta go study!
JIA YOU everyone!
end of years coming mans..like SO FAST.
HAHA

ciao

2006-09-16T13:09:00.000+08:00

hai.
sadsadsadsadsadsadsadsadsadsadsadsadsad.
what can make me happy?
nothing i guess.
feel so down.
even my heart feels down.
overwhelming la.
ignored.ARGH.
so much prob too.
so much revision to do..
lips internal bleeding on outside lips.n inside lips swollen.no comments le.
thx to hp lo.throw somemore la roomy.HAI

e maths..chapt1-12
poa..so much.
physics..n chem..alot too.
geog..intro,agriculture,tourism,..n i cant rmember..aiya.all chap 1-6 la
social studies..few too.

SIAN.
ive had it.
losing everything

you're what i need most now.
will you be there for me?

2006-09-11T11:37:00.000+08:00

headache..
change skin.try reviving blog.
now have an invisible tag board.
cool rite.
really confused now.
have many choices n decision to make.
hope i make the right ones.
i wanna pass my EOY!!!
or not either get retained or pushed up to NA.
n have to go for study camp during nov.
up to nov 15 busy lo ): ): ):
gotta go.
wanna slp.have to go out for dinner

2006-06-27T09:45:00.000+08:00

school finally started.
the one and only thing everyone dreaded...
that caused amanTHE to ask if smone can burn SM down.
HAHHAA
hmm.
got scolding from mr chan okayy...
as in everyone.
but dont care.
I CANT WAIT FOR stayover on friday!!!!
dont need to go home!!!
YAYY!!!!
hmm.think most probably we're going to do lots on fri...
like we're going for lunch...
exercising for few hours...
do hw...
BATH!
LALALA.
I CANT WAIT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
AHHHHHHHH!!!!!
friday better hurry come!
tmr we're gonna stay back..
teach some of the guys coming to learn proper the drill...
GDGD!!!
HAPPYHAPPYHAPPY!!!
but still have so many hw let undone
):
ohmy
everything due soon...
lemme see...
chem n physics tmr...
HAI
gonna suffer tmr...
ALOT!!!
): ): ):
'ming zhen ku!'
):):):
gotta go...
thinking of changing blogskin soon...
dont like this one
LALALA

2006-06-21T08:46:00.000+08:00

IM SO BORED...
IS THERE ANYONE OUT THERE?!?

im so hungry too ):):):
watching holland v.
im too lazy to do my hw.
but i need to do.
why am i so slacked?!

OHMY!!!
okayy.amelia ng..
wake up..
school's starting in 5 days!!!

hmm.
have EnD fancy drill practice this thurs n fri
gonna teach the guys..
learn lots from life.

like talking to mature person may not be all too bad..
because then you'll start to see life from a different view point\perspective
i failed my english.
hmm.must pass this comin term! :T
yea.determined to do so!

learn not look at life so -tively or
to look at the small picture!
must look at life from the big picture.

whatever happens all happens for a reason.
dont just regret!
learn from it..
MOVE on! (:(:(:
yea!
im gonna learn to do just that!

BE POSITIVE!!!
(:(:(:

2006-06-18T12:40:00.000+08:00

FUNFUNFUN!!!
I LOVE BRAZIL!!!
BRAZILBRAZILBRAZIL!!!
went out wif bert,nana,n tam..
did hw at cine..
saw few ppl..
so lil lo..
as in from our sch..
saw onli few few gd lookin guys..
hope bert's alrite..
saw a few bungs..
aft cine,
walked arnd doin bung n guy spottin.
FUNFUNFUN..
AHAHA.
den wen to far east.
stupid guy.stare n stare..
nothin much to do in town..
hope can go town wif sis go shopin tmr..
hmm.but goin broke soon.
yea.
no one's online.
so sad can.bored stiff alr laa.
have to do hw ltr..soon
if i wanna go town tmr.
HAI...
I LOVE BRAZIL!!!
GREEAN N YARLOW!!!
(: (: (:
HMM.
took neos tday.LALALA.
sian.
dunoo how to save images from webcam
HAI.

13.

2006-06-17T16:03:00.000+08:00

man.
im bored.
nothin to do.
almost everibodi's offline le.
hai.
haven even bathe can!
hai.boredbored.
dyin of boredom.
now's the time wen everione come back from outside.
den have to go out tmr.
dun wan laa.
watchin a type of gay boxin thai movie can.
eww.er xin!
go out do project.
but how to do in town?
haiyo.den in the heart of town smmore.
or-hor!!!tat guy die!
lie to toom!HAHA.
yea man!HAHA.die big time!
no one on msn le ):
sian lo.LALALALALALALLALA
see.entertain myself.
haiyo.
okie laa.
gotta go.
siansiansian

sianers

2006-06-17T10:30:00.000+08:00

LALALA
goal for hols..
GROW DARK!
im definitely IMPRESSED wif BB.
dey learn so FAST!!!
OHMY!
i tink by next meetin we'll learn finish alr!!!
IM HAPPY CAN!!!
JOVIAL indeed!!!
like WAAH!!!
SENSE OF SATISFACTION!!!
LALALA
what more can i ask for

2006-06-17T03:13:00.000+08:00

hello
finali ritin aft so long
revived it gerlishly...
hmm.yea.
so earli.
achin all over...
LALALA..
(:(:(:
watchin tis super lame show nw...
nothin much to catch on tv..
bored.yawns..
okay.
nid to go bath alr.HAHA
im a stinky ger.LALALA.
tralalala.new blog..new blog...LALALA
have drills again tmr.
tired.dead beat.
hope to see him smhow..
wel.fat hope..
lalala
ZZZ

13

2006-03-30T08:38:00.000+08:00

hmmm.
hand pain.
cos accident prone.
got injured again.
hit hand against door while goin into clas.
so scraped whole skin out.pain like shit laa.
bleed non stop lo.
now can see flesh.ew.
last week's scar stil there.
both injuries on same hand.
getting lost in lessons.
din understan a thing koh said tday
til he repeated himself.
yay!tmr's ART!!!
but scared i cant draw.cos of plasters.
i wanna buy bandage for hand.
or plaster wil keep comin out.
cos sweaty palms.tsk tsk.
cant wait for naat to come bak!!
16 more days!think m goin to pick her up.
tis fri have gb.most prob wil noe hu
cl n acl is.n im playin piano for singsperation laa.
sianers. selfish sis.dun wanna go wif me to buy bandage :(

31st,52nd,64th Coy Combine outing 2006 at East Coast.

love orangers!!!
gtg

2006-03-25T10:03:00.000+08:00

almost died today.

wake up freakin earli cos my daadi not in town.

so arrive in skol super earli too.

den tym passed so fast.one moment recess.

den maths.english nvr do anitin at all.

mrs tay tok bout her gerger.den she kena pao qi

by everione.haha

hmmm.den the usuals lo.tammy help me tie

my hair super high.bimbo.

den aft mrs tay leave she tie 2 for me.

everione say tat my hair wil bounce wen i walk.

everione started luffin.cos i look freakin ridiculous.

i dun lyk tie 2.look lyk chihuahua.but everione say

cute.ew.

might consider cuttin hair short.cos keep long

hair rather ma fan.nid so mani clips.

clip n clip n clip.

tmr swarmed wif gb events.

always ruin all my weekend plans.

wanna slp in oso cannot ):

jux nw durin commendation slp lyk sai lydat.

slp SO LONG.the whole address stuuff by the reverend.

prefects' item so nice.heh.

file chem file tday.felt so guai.almost all worksheet oso hv.

WANNA CHANGE SEAT!!!

I DUN WANNA BE A GK N SIT RIGHT IN FRONT!!!

I WANNA DIE LE.

DEADDED

ILOVEART.N MY DAMN STABBED HAND.WOUND KEEP OPENIN :(

2006-03-19T13:42:00.001+08:00

heys.
tday had a fun day at east coast.
day din start off too wel.woke up kinda not on tym.but managed to reach skol on tym. :D
den wen to east coast.spend whole day there.
wus divided up into groups aft smal bit of singin.wif lots of actions.
aft had games.whole grp of us oranges were jux walkin in a game of freeze n melt.so funni.
den wus same grp as guo hao.manda.mr lim.yea.n leader wus mr ang jr. :D
had intro.heard one of the boi's name as mutton..den mutant..his name wus NEWTON. -.-'''
took care of tis ger hu wus not exactly pleasant.lyk play wif food.ended up hvin stomachache aft havin the sandwiches.wadthe..
den she kept wanderin off.eee...ee..blood boilin lo.
aft sandwich makin had lunch.
durin lunch we had to feed one another.no allowin of feedin ourselves.
wus rather unpleasant.some ppl feedin me kept complainin bout the food.
den couldnt feed me properly.drop my food on my ankle.
den feed me til food almost wen up my nose?!ahh!!!
wus so mad.wanted to...AHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
aft lunch had rest den cont by games.
awmaa.had water games.lyk collect water from pail in a cup full of holes.
usin onli mouth.n of course water also wen down aft some tym.so soon head get wet.
where to deposit water collected?in a bottle on someone's forehead.
so everi 5 mins have to change tat poor person tat water put on head.
so funni.cos i wus lyk the 2nd person to collect water n sm how the person tat i've to "pour water" on was mr lim.ohmy.poor til everiwhere on face.den rather awkward.
so finish pore wen bak.pass to next person.
soon had to b the one lyin down gettin water poured onto face n everiwhere.
ee..eee..cos not onli had water on face.sand oso free buy one get one free.hai.
so ticklish.they poor water til my tied hair oso got.bhind ear oso.itchy man.
soon game over.den play next game.
had to burry ppl in sand.burry til nail almost break.each grp 4 ppl.
2adults.2young ppl.den hv to come out wif pattern.
waah.i art student kena tekan.hv to do my job.
wus tasked to write out the word pattern on one of the burried body.
-accordin to mr lim it's ORIGINALITY n wil b awarded high marks one-
okayys.so did 'PaTTErN' on tat cute small boi's burrial.haha.
end up wif 5TH place!!! :D
wen bak skol.
on bus mr yap's head fell into pails.haha.while aslp. :D
so funni.den started tellin all lame jokes.
started doin hw on bus.end up distracted.dots.
mr lim.mr yap.andrew.n 2 other guys wen bak SM wif us.
banged my shin on skin peel.waah.so pain lo.
unloaded all logistic stuff.den wen bak home.yea.
wus quite a grp trip.
had a gd conversation wif twins on way bak in 165.yea.
wel.gotta go.bathe... ;D

2006-03-16T14:53:00.000+08:00

heys.

wen to fren's place to do physics stuff tday.so funni.hahs.

den suppose to go gym.end up nvr.hah.spent too long doin other stuff.

lyk playin at the pool.den lyk wanna slp lydat.

end up wen home haven write report but noe wad to write.hah.

whole bus ride slp.den keep on wakin everi few mins.so tired.

hai.stil have so much hw not done.

chem done..geog dun wana do le.hmm.

stil hv cheena.maths.el.tink tat's all.

wanna slp.readin hp.waitin for msgs.nothn at all :(

om.nothin nice on tv.so bored.forced to eat apple.

room hv so mani bugs one lo:(

wa.not earli le.kena 'influenced' to slp earli.so tired.

dun reali feel lyk writin.writin for fun one.tday's a borin day :(

r u true?misses.

2006-03-08T06:00:00.000+08:00

heys.
bin sick since last week.
wed had fever.slpt in skol.haha.on 3 chairs.
den thurs stil had headache n almost fever.wen home 1/2 way.
fri din go skol.so bored.
sat started dirrhoea.yayers.woke up diff tyms in morn.2am,4am,6am.
wanna die.lack of slp.
on sun parents REFUSE to bring me to docs.
den wus better on mon.she wusen.but stil came to skol.
had runnin pract at old SMU.
they had rugby SA vs RI.so cool.
onli cooke fearon n gagebrown wus there.
den pract til 6pm.wen bak.
duno y cheryl put me in 200m.cant run one laa.
nw m stil stuck in tat event.dun wanna run.
den ytd had trainin.
wen to SMU wif some tolley ppl n melodi.
from 3 til arnd 6.wanna die.muscles all so pain.
cant luf n walk properly.she din come to skol.sick.
den last nyt started dirrhoea-ing again.so wen to docs at 10pm.
onli came bak at 11pm wif 3 med n 1 mc.
tis morn din wanna go skol.back so pain.wanna die laa.
tink relief runner gotta take over.docs say no RUNNIN n LITE diet n NO DAIRY PRODUCTS!!!.
wth.i cant stand light diet le!
n i cant stand not hvin any dairy products!!!!IT'S MY LYF!!!
so ate wadever i wan tday.had CHOC ICECREAM.chunky soup.
hahs.pray dun laosai again.wil jux die.
den tis whole week got weird ppl.2 esp weird ones.
1 starin throughout almost whole trainin on mon.b4 tat durin lunch wus weirder.
cross my path wif weirdo2 n act weirdly?
den on tues stayed in canteen so long aft recess over.
tday suppose to get prog report.
heng sias!okayy cannot say heng.
it's a jinx word.damn jinx sia.
but i tink failed lots of things le.
cheena FOR SURE fail.
haha
den tink humanities fail le.
tink i passed art.el[duno].maths[confirm!got an A2!!!].science[duno].
cant rmember wad other subs le.
tmr sports meet.dun wanna go.haix.
okayy.gotta go now le.sad.
:D -stil gotta smile.
loves

2006-02-27T04:00:00.000+08:00

i LUBS HER.
ohmy.everione in com lab goin siao.haha.
tcher cant control us.
havin cramps.walkin arnd wif hot waterbag.
kinda comfy.ppl watchin video n stuff.burstin out luffin.
haix.im burnt.cos of sat.look lyk a LOBSTER!haha
everione tot i wore too much makeup.but i dun even wear makeup.
den everione's out to hit me.arm especiali.
PAIN laa!!!ytd face n neck so pain.
tday leg pain.coz oso got burnt.haha.
face itchy.CANT SCRATCH!!!
fingers so cold.yet have cramps.
so have fan blowin at me so cold.dun hv fan den sikin so hot.can die ahh.
the person i lyk sound as though she's leavin.
but i dun wan her to leave.she dusen noe i lyk her.
saw her durin recess tday.she stared at me-i tink.
i duno laa.
but again look as though she wusen.
i reali DUN WAN her to leave.
gotta go.byes
<3lubs her

2006-02-14T10:34:00.000+08:00

ello.
chewchewchew.had elect geog test tdae.
din study at all.haha.hmm.crappin all e way thru.
hai.wen shoppin ytd.legs almost break.knee n ankle
actin up.under 3 hrs wen to wisma.taka.far east.heeren.cine.
can die.the sun so hot lo.in n out of til came bak home wif
headache.aiyai...
den tdae had spotcheck.so stupid.ppl lose evertin.
wonder dey dun lose themselves.haha.
tmr's VALENTINES' DAY.
n wad im gonna do?
go home aft skol n...
SLP!

haha.no laa.jokin.no plans so far yet.yea.
tday tied up hair.cuz it's bin irritatin me.so look WEIRD.
ppl bin starin at me.sm bin bhavin creepily since last week.
on tues-thurs.scary sia.hmm.
den tday tie hair ppl stare at me..hai.
i look weird meh?i dun plan on cuttin hair so soon lo.
den nothin elsse i can do rites.
gonna keep a lil longer den.. CUT!!!
yay!haha.

so tired.confused.wel i dno.is there a nid to stare at me across
parade ground even so.i duno.i wun do tat lo.

nid to do h/w.muz score wel for next test.prove i can do wel.
wanna take a maths though it'll jux kill me esp since im takin
poa+e maths alr.wel no harm tryin rite.so wil persevere even
if it's hard.yea.cant wait for next hol.

tis thurs got gb camp committee meetin again.duno wad games to
play for camp.m gonna b super evil laa.haha.
cant reali tink of wad to play le.lyk at cluny park.heavy games.
moonlite games.hmm.tink..tink..tink..
den next week's camp alr.
tink wil b stayin over on fri in skol for camp committee.
den sat's camp alr lo.dun snd veri xcited yea.ha.though im lookin forward.
$12.so ex...
hai.camp til sun noon.but tink though wil b tired wil try to update blog yea.

tired.
clas tee.
h/w.
revision.
weird ppl.
art ger.
games i/c.
difficult clas ppl.
troublesme sis.

i just want to bawl my eyes out anyways what is the difference been crying already thing are not what they seem to be anymore what do you feel do you like me

130206

2006-01-24T10:15:00.001+08:00

230191!!!!!
it's my bdae!!!YAY!!!
n it's the happiest bdae i've had!
everibodi wished me HAPPI BDAE!!!finali.cuz norm jan babies dun reali get acknowledgements!!
hAHa!!
hmm.ya.i miss tat NAAT!!evil!
leave 1 pathetic day b4 my bdae laa!veri nice of her.
but nvm.she said she owes me smtin tat she noes wad it is.
cant wait for april.she's cumin bak!!!
hmm.y tdae's a gd dae?
cuz...
AMYRUTHTAN got me a present!!!but i cant eat them.im stil sick:(
nvm.
hmm.got blisters on my heels.pasted RED plasters on them tdae.
love red plasters.
tdae everibodi veri weird.those tat norm stay bak til late all wen bak home aft CT.
so it's veri weird.den the bus stop wus CROWDED!!!
i jux realise tat im a EVIL senior.y?cuz i shouted at sm stupid juniors
hu duno how to walk
n held bak the grp of us!so of course a hungry mEe's a ANGRY mEe.
hAHa;D *coughs.
anw.missed few 165s.
den alighted at mac ritchie bus stop n waited for 167.
three 855 passed..few 156 passed..mani 166 passed.mani 74 passed.two 980 passed.few 165 passed
...STIL NO 167!!!!!...waited waited waited...
aft seein ppl cum n go..bunch of cresent gers..bungs n all..
FINALI!!!there's the 167!!!yea.boarded the bus wif ppl.includin tis guy frm boi skol one.
blue stripy tie.white u.dun wad skol..both of us stood for awhile.no seats!!
aft awhile.finali got seat!!!-at thompson plaza bus stop-wen to seat.
guy from SJI/RI/duno wad skol again boarded.spiky hair.
he sat at 2nd role from "front" of the bak door.weirdo.glance glance glance...duno laa!
not long aft i seat.other side of aisle got seat.woman wearin YELLOW wen to seat.
the blue stripy tie guy wen to seat bhind her.hmm.interestin.keep lookin at me.
ANOTHER WEiRDO!
DO I LOOK TAT WEIRD/AWFUL WEARIN HAIRBAND?!FOR GOODNESS SAKE MAN!!!
den blue stripy tie carryin haversack alighted at SAF khatib HQ there.another glancer.
FINE!I LOOK WEIRD RITES?!
den not long aft spiky hair alighted 2 stops b4 chongpang.tat condo there.
learnt a lesson.
TIS'S THE CONSEQUENCE U GET FROM RIDING THE 1630 [430] BUS!
anw CT compo wrote shit.total 524 words.exceed by 24.sianers.freedom.TRAPPED!
haha
den rest of ride bak got stomach ache.duno wad i eat wrong!
so pain.not gastric smmore!
came home.n..ya.dun nid to elaborate.
stil have BUILDINGS'/SKYSCRAPERS' yet to b done.
compo.el.china one too.
maths.indices.
read book.for fun
hmm.wad else.
BATH!!!n remove tat hairband
sstil duno if gonna keep hair longer den shoulder hair length yet.
see how first bah.
most prob keep for awhile.
den b4 take I/C go cut SPIKY!!!
hAHa.im mad.whenever is mEe not mad?haha
hAHa.
;DDD

2006-01-24T10:15:00.000+08:00

2006-01-18T11:17:00.000+08:00

heys.
finali m updatin aft sooo..ooooo long.
yupp.sian.so bz tat i can die le!
tis yr clas treasurer.den wus absent 1st week.
n missed ALL the lessons.hai.
had lots to catch up on.den last week wus madness.
had to go amanda's hse to do cme project work.
came bak rnd 730.had to do h/w.polish boots.wash gb uni.almost DIED.slp at 1/2+.
den the nyt b4 onli slp at arnd 1+ cuz of h/w.
tis week.aiyo.tdae onli tues n i wanna *PENG alr.
so bz.bin stayin bak to rush thru the clas boards.
ytd h/w all due tmr.so din do ani ytd.
tdae jux came bak n i achieved smtin!!!
'I FINISHED DECORATIN CLASS 3E1 '06's NOTICE BOARDS!!!!'
haha.im lyk SOO happi la!finali got it over n done wif!YAY!!!
so nw at home n m dyin.i got RED palms while doin board cuz of red paper.
yupp.all thx to the marvellous sweaty palms of mine!hai.
stil cant wash it off laa!veri sian lo.
den nw stil hv yet to complete h/w.polish boots.wash up gb uni.
tmr another long dae le.hvta perform at southview pri aft sci peer tutorin.
hai.sian.cant cum home earli n rest laa.
dun y i so hard workin tis yr.hai.
study study study.complete h/w.complete h/w.complete h/w.
had pe tdae n lim haha took my height!u noe i made the most interestin discoveri tdae.
I SHRUNK BY LYK 2CM!!!!!WAD THE LAA!!
n he said tat last tym tat one not accurate one.
so nw january the 17, it's official tat i've shrunk to a height of 156cm!!!!
wad the laa!!!!i so hate it!!!im not TAT short one laa!!!
bdae's cumin soon!six days tym!!!duno wad to expect.hmm.dun actuali xpect much laa.
cuz wil b nothin special one laa.hai.
gtg.nid to do EVERITIN.n i'l jux *peng aft tat.cool.sis made dinner.wonder if it's edible!
<3

im jux an ORANGE frog.wif red eyes??

2005-12-06T20:21:00.000+08:00

hey!!
m at NAAT'S hse nw.
m abt to go off.cuz she finds me a pain in the ass!! :(
well.she DEMANDS tat these PICS b uploaded here...hai...-mEe

dont need to sound so exasperated!!-nAAt

i wanna slp here...n sum bian tai takin my pic.
bian tai my foot. you were posing!

super girlie.

OZZIE!

weird picture. acting like idiots. heeh. oh and messy hair for both of us. xDanother one. ((:

candid!

italics -- nat. (: